I'm trying to stop letting my hang-ups hang me up. When I decide I want to do something I'm trying to just do it before I can think of everything else I could or should be doing instead and end up doing nothing because I'm paralyzed with indecision. I don't mean big things, things that cost money or could cause others inconvenience, the kind of things that responsible people are supposed to think through. I'm talking about stupid little distractions that cost nothing but time that I never let myself have because I tell myself I don't have time for it. I'm trying really hard to knock that shit off. My life won't fall apart if I miss or even, God forbid, ignore a deadline that I set for myself, that I'm not getting graded on or paid to keep. In short, I'm trying to lighten the hell up on myself.

And maybe once I conquer this I'll get to work on the phone phobia.