Hook, line, sinker:
"Bye, Buffy!" Dawn called as she came bounding down the stairs, backpack slung over one shoulder.
"Wait!" Buffy jumped up from the sofa and intercepted her sister at the front door. "You know the drill, right? Don't go anywhere after dark unless Janice's parents drive you there. And don't trust Janice's judgment in boys."
Dawn rolled her eyes. "I know."
"You also know I'll be calling her parents to make sure you're really there."
"Yeah, I know. I'll *be* there. And you can lay off the ueber-mom schtick. I mean, just because you tried to kill me doesn't mean you have to smother me with parental concern."
Buffy pressed her lips together and looked at the floor. Dawn sighed. "I didn't mean --"
"No," Buffy said, trying to keep her voice relaxed. "It's okay. I ... I have it coming."
"No you don't," Dawn said. "You weren't yourself. I know that. I do."
Buffy made herself look Dawn in the eye. She looked earnest, but she also looked so wounded, still. "Doesn't really make it hurt any less, does it?"
Dawn looked away. "It ... It'll be okay. We just ..." She sighed. "This weekend's probably a good thing for us, huh?"
"Yeah."
Dawn looked back at Buffy, and leaned forward to kiss her cheek. "Have fun this weekend, okay?"
"Sure," Buffy said. "Big fun in store. Willow's gone on a retreat with her support group, Xander's off looking for Anya, and Tara ... well, I don't really feel right calling her up, seeing as how I almost put her in traction."
"Tara also knows you couldn't help it, Buffy."
"Yeah." She forced herself to look cheerful. "But don't worry. This'll give me a chance to catch up on sleep. Sleep is of the good."
"Right," Dawn said. "Well, however you spend it, just ... try to relax, and enjoy yourself. And don't worry about me."
"*That's* going to happen." Buffy opened the door and made a "get out" gesture with her head. "Have fun with Janice," she said. "And I promise not to be psycho with the phone calls."
"See ya," Dawn told her as she headed out the door.
Buffy shut it behind her, then turned around and slumped against it. She'd meant it about the sleep. She had the Doublemeat Breakfast shift in the morning, so she really should go to bed; but it would still be nice if she had an *option* to do something else. It depressed her to realize just how little of a life she really had these days. She felt lonely. For just the briefest moment she let herself entertain the thought of going to see Spike, before banishing it from her head. No matter how innocent her intentions, he was bound to take it the wrong way. The last thing she needed was to see that aching, hopeful look in his eyes.
A knot formed in her stomach as she remembered the last thing he'd said to her. "Either you tell your friends about us, or I will." Nevermind that there was no longer an "us" to tell them about. Or that they hadn't been much of an us to begin with. She supposed that was one good thing about her friends all being out of commission -- she didn't have to worry that they'd talk to Spike.
A knock on the door broke her reverie, and she groaned. She didn't need to turn around to know who it was. He had the most ironic sense of timing. Buffy straightened up and opened the door. "You can't come in."
Spike looked startled by the statement. Keeping a wary eye on her, he stepped a toe across the threshold. When it passed over, he stepped inside, looming over her with a mix of self-satisfaction and relief on his face. "Looks like I can."
Buffy planted a hand on his chest and shoved him back out the door. "I mean it. I'm going to bed. Directly to bed, without passing go. *Or* collecting any vampires," she added as his eyes drifted up the stairs towards her bedroom.
He looked her up and down. "You're back to your old charming self again, I see."
She crossed her arms defensively and gave a little shrug. "More or less."
"I was hoping for more. You recovered enough for a quick patrol?"
"I told you, I'm--"
"Going to bed. Right. You should. You look bone tired."
"Thanks."
"Right, then. I s'pose Warren's hideout'll still be there after you've had your rest. Sleep tight, Love." He leaned in and grabbed the door handle and started to pull it shut.
Buffy grabbed the door and pushed it back open. "What do you mean, Warren's hideout? You found him?"
"I spotted that van of his. Followed it to a farmhouse on the outskirts of town. I didn't stay to snoop around. Figured I'd leave that part to you. Them being human, not much I could do if they caught me."
"Right," Buffy said.
Spike pointed with his thumb over his shoulder. "I've got my car. Figured I could run you out there, have a quick look-see. But like I said, it can wait."
"No," Buffy said. "I've already waited too long for this. Just give me a minute to go put some shoes on."
"Sure, pet. I've got all night."
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