I have coffee! We can all rest easy now. With the last of my funds I went to the store and bought coffee and some hygiene essentials, and how sad is it that that's the highlight of my week? I need to get a life in the worst way. Though I did save enough money to go see Daredevil this weekend, so that's something, I suppose.

I'm a little hormonal today, and still not caught up on sleep, so I was depressed to the point of fighting back tears when I got to my marriage and family class and saw that we're starting a chapter on love and I started reading all of these famous quotes about love in the book and it hit me that Valentine's Day is coming up and as usual I'm alone. Which most of the time I'm okay with, but gets to me whenever I'm sleep deprived and hormonal, and this time of year isn't helping. And then the professor called on me to read all of the quotes aloud for the class to discuss. So that was less than fun. I made it through, though, and getting to go to the store and spend a little money cheered me up a tiny bit. My coffee is almost finished brewing so I can go have a cup and that'll cheer me up more. And I think I'll take some time out to re-watch last night's Buffy. Despite my best efforts I'd let my hopes for that ep get too high and so I was disappointed, but it was still a good ep. I want to watch it one more time with the benefit of having had some more sleep before I talk too much about it, though.

The public schools are all closed today because the teachers are marching on the state capitol (except for my sister, who is enjoying a day off), so I subsequently have the afternoon off. I haven't decided yet what to do with it. I need to make some phone calls for the band, and I need to clean in the worst way. I really, really want to blow it all off and just write. But if I do that I'll be feeling too guilty to stay focused. So I guess I'll try to be a little productive, then hopefully I'll be able to grab a few hours to write before Angel(us) comes on. I really need to figure out a way to get back into the swing of writing a little every day. That always makes me feel so much better about everything. This semester is turning out to be a lot tougher than the last, though, even after having dropped a class, so I'm not so sure that'll really happen.

So. Impromptu agenda. Have some coffee, then clean 'cause it'll be theraputic and stuff, then re-watch Buffy & post about it, then take care of some band business, then write. Looks like a plan.