"Ritalin Junkies" would also be a good band name. Especially for Stacie.

Speaking of Ritalin, I haven't taken any for days. I intentionally didn't take it over the weekend, but today I just forgot (I'd like to be able to say that Ambrose inspired me to quit taking it, but he didn't). I actually feel pretty good. I also feel really indecisive about what to do next. I'm bombarded with ideas and trying to decide which one to act on is paralyzing. I should go work on novel revisions (I've been saying that for weeks, and I keep putting it off). I should also make the changes to my aunt's web site. I want to go work on the new novel, and draw up an outline for another idea I had, and code the design for the "words" page that I came up with the other day ... but there simply isn't enough time to do all of that, so I have to choose. If I don't choose one of the "shoulds" I'll have guilt and won't be able to focus. If I don't choose one of the "wants" I'll be too distracted by the fear of losing my new ideas to be able to work. I hate this. I don't know what to do.

You know what I really should do? I should go home and do my taxes. But I'm not going to.